still about you!

hey there.sorry that i havent update craphole for so long.a lot of things had happened for this long while:

• i always think of you!
• F.O.S dinner last saturday night.we ate steamboat buffet the whole night.it was cool.
• thinking if you're thinking of me like i do
• the interview for tesl which i blew it off by stammering and lost of words
• why do i always think of you?
• still working like a robot!(mind you!i'm a lazy robot)
• and tonight!i'm still thinking of you!

so thats what happened fo this past few weeks or days or???i forgot.never mind!night yo!to my twin brother,hang on there buddy!it's not the end of the world!we're still here!


peace out,
hazim

la tua cantante!

hey there,i feel miserable lately.maybe it's because of [censored]!haha!whatever.maybe i have crossed the line.i feel sick and pathetic!i need to get a grip!'m losing it.i'm becoming someone i refuse to be ever since i've started to recognise feelings.i'm sorry.i'll try to stay within my boundaries.forgive me!


peace out,
hazim

temptations!

hey there.lately i have a damn huge freaking appetite!haha.tomorrow is my off day!i am gonna sleep as long as i want!huaaarghhhh!sleepy!i dont have anything to write right now!i'll try to post something interesting next time!


peace out,
hazim

undecimiated!

hey there!i'm so tired today and plus i forgot omething important to me!gosh.it was damn frustrating!aaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh!all i want to say is that i will never forget but i'm a goner.to you at least!


peace out,
hazim

wanted rain on me when i'm soaked!

hey there!look away babe.just look away.that's all i want to say.


peace out,
hazim

electrocuted heart!

hey there.today is a very tiring day.haih!so,i've been thinking!can i go?can we take seperate ways.i know you know that you dont need me.so i think i will go.but just so you know.you are my only exception!(cehh cehh!)but it's true.


peace out,
hazim

my only exception!

hey there.i feel crappy today.i dont know why!whatever.fun fair tomorrow with friends.i hope i dont puke!hahahaha.i hope i have fun at the fun air!hahahaha.


peace out,
hazim

sealed the heart but still it cracks!

hey there.i dont have the strength to be happy anymore!can i take out my heart and leave it somewhere where no one will find it?can i be heartless?oh please tell me i can!i cant!what do you mean i cant?i cant bear this pain anymore!i thought i can but i cant.oh please numb!please come!haih.whatever!


fuck off,
hazim

fairytales irritates me a lot!

hey there!why do people love fairytales?to me they are all very stupid and selfish.why do i say they are selfish?because only cute and handsome guys gets the princess!what about the uncute and less handsome guys?they also need their own princess or what not!screw the ones who make fairytales!damn stupid no life losers!so whatever.thats all for now!


peace out,
hazim

as people drift into the dream world!

hey there!i'm sooooo tired.today was hectic!arrggghhh!hey,check out this band.white lies.they are so awesome.haha.i have got to get some sleep.my sister said that i have eyebags now.haha.that's all for now.


peace out,
hazim

On The LOSER Side!

haih,why does the results have to come.why?why?WHHHHYYYYYYYYYY????okay,enough being dramatic.but whatever it is.eventhough i'm a loser right now.at least i dont plan to lose in life!haha.so dont tell me i'm a loser.i know i am!that's all!


peace out,
hazim

when people are illuminated!

hey there!i dont know why but i am sooo into snow right now.even though i hate the cold but i am sooo into it.i know that the picure above is a mountain(kind of outta topic here!) but i love mountains also.heck,whatever!say,here's something!

when both of the tops collides,sparks are produced.when our world colides,love is produced.but how far is the love that was produced.that only you and god knows!it seems that i am the only one who is feeling the love while you are on another world while i'm still here stuck and never move on.but i found a spaceship that could fly me to anywhere i want.so,i'm flying away to another world where no more worlds would collide with mine.

hahahaha.what the effff!!!hahahaha.time to go.got to get some sleep!


peace out,
hazim

when darkness starts to creep!

hello citizens of earth.i'm so sorry i havent post for a long time.i have been so busy with work and what not!haih,i'm sorry.i dont have a story right now.but let me tell you,saturday was the worst traffic jam i have ever had.i was stuck for 3 hours at the same place.it was damn frustrating.but whatever.okay here's something that i just feel like writing even though it's crap(this is called craphole by the way!)

i stand alone in the middle of a field covered with snow.everything was white,everything was perfect.except that everything was unreal!i was afraid that it would all go away.eventually it did.the sun came and melted all the snow.all the beautiful white snow.but deep down i know,the sun came for a reason.i was cold no more,instead i was warm,i was the one that felt perfect,not the snow.

there!something that i just thought of!cool huh!woohoo!that's all for now.i'm tired!sleep sleep sleep!


peace out,
hazim

say boom boom baby!

hello citizens of earth called human!let me tell you something.today is a very f***ing tiring day.but i dont have a story for you today.next time i'll post a good story!hmmm??


peace out,
hazim

dunderheads!

im sorry i havent post anything for about a week or so.whatever!ive been busy okay.sheesh!stop nagging.the last time i post i promised that im gonna post something interesting so here it is:

logging,deforestation or whatever it's called as long as you understand me.you guys need to stop it.its making the place we called earth unstable.you f***ing b*****ds only think of money and economy!what about the f***ing ecosystem!its turning topsy turvy just because of you guys.please stop this!you build another shopping mall or what not.what the f*** for!we already have enough shopping malls and what not.sheesh!whatever.just remember this is a serious matter.

there you go.interesting isnt it?but take it seriously for what i just wrote.not the censored part kids.the awareness part.just think this through!


peace out,
hazim

18 is my number for this year!

thanks to all who wish me happy birthday today.even it's just a wish but it's still makes me smile.haha.thanks to my awesome sister who bought me a book and to my mum and dad who bought me a cake.haha.next time i'll post something interesting.


peace out,
hazim

BOOOOOOOOYAAAAAA!

Hey,yesterday night was frigging awesome.the dinner was totally great,but it's a shame that it had to finish early.but it was still damn awesome!btw,i'mturning 18 tomorrow.COOL!haha.that's all for now.


peace out,
hazim

flubberworms!

Hey 'craphole'!tonight's the F.O.S chinese new year dinner.i cant wait.haha.but there is something i wanted to write.the first is to "S".dont worry babe.i'm here.i'll help you get through this.you dont have to face it all alone.second,i promised that i'll post the rules for you to shop without making the shop assistant's job hard.so here it is:

1. when the shirt or t-shirt or whatever is on the table for discounts.PLEASE ASK FOR ASSISTANCE.dont jumble up the table.we have other things to do rather than cleaning up the mess that you make
2. PLEASE call us nicely.dont just say "oi!come here!"we're not you're servants
3. PLEASE,when we say you cannot open it.PLEASE DO NOT OPEN IT!it's hard to put it back in nicely!
4. when we say nicely you cannot do that.we have a reason for it.we're not trying to make you're shopping time very displeasing.
5. lastly,remember that if youhave money!dont be rude.you're not the only paying custome

there you go.just remember to follow this rules.you'll find that you're shopping time willbe more enjoyable!


peace out,
hazim

WHAT THE FISH!!!

Damn,i'm so tired today!Everyday is a tiring day but today was different.Haih=.=* Whatever la!Tomorrow is the F.O.S chinese new year dinner!Gosh!I'm hungry already!And happy Birhday to my sister!your 22 years old!(da tua da!hahaha)That's it for now.Next time i'll post the rules for you to shop without making te shop assistant's job hard!

peace out,
hazim

ANOTHER DAY!

Gosh,i'm so tired today.I dont know why but maybe i'm overworking or i often sleep late.Need to get some rest.I'm like a walking zombie!Okay that's lame.everyone knows zombies can walk.But at least it's a good impression.(yeah right!=.=*)hey,here's a story:

at one time this guy met this one girl at cake shop.he was totally dumbstruck whe he saw that pretty girl.he said to himself i have got to know this girl.so he pluck up the courage to say hi and ask for her number.she was kind of uncomfortable but she still gave her number.so,basically this guy tried to become good friends with this girl but this girl was holding back so he backed off a little to give this girl a space.then they found out that their friends know each other so they became abit closer.but as this guy slowly gets to know this girl the more he started to fall in love with her.she has the complete package(dont misunderstood this) of what he's looking for in a girl!but sadly!she never responded to this guy's "love"!so he painfully lets her go.the end.

i know its lame but this is just a story i just tought of!cool huh?i should be a writer!a successful one!(haha!perasan lebih!)so that is all for now!see you again 'craphole'!

peace out,
hazim

hello to me the noobie!

Gosh,i am new to this.okay,the reason this 'craphole' was created is for me to write about crappy stuff!so,i dont expect ths blog to have followers.i dont give a damn about that.all i know is that 'craphole' is my place to write what i feel.so,if you dont like it than get the **** off of my 'craphole'.i'll try to update 'craphole' as much as i can.

peace out,
hazim